Saturday, May 30, 2009

Shall they Rule?

Wondering quickly about ducks.

I've been working all day :D and though it has been fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun, my brain happens to be stuck on words words words words. and weird sayings such as all day I've been saying:

"Off with their heads."
"I'm late I'm late I'm late for a very important date, no time to say hello, goodbye, I'm late I'm late I'm late."
"A word we arranged, with no thought or care, makers of despair."
"I can see by what you carry that you come from marry town."
"Anti-sora, anti-rider."
"Acting like you know me"
"I don't how your face implodes but that's the way the movie ends."

Most are from songs but "(hey) come back to me" half the world doesn't listen to that type of music so I'm good. I'm starving... and super stressed about exams... I waxed my dreads today but they aren't looking any better, I'm good (if anything) at waiting, I've done it all my life and I can wait now for my dreads to look sweet.

Waiting, That's not the word for the day but it's a good word I like it, waiting... waiting... waiting... waiting "A word we arranged, with no thought or care, makers of despair.". I hope I'll be a great, awesome, singing, poemish, riddling writer, but I wait for my future to decide. I wait for Japan (even though I found a sweet program). I wait for Kyle....

The word for the day hapens to be Happy Birthday. Why? Because I saw a b-day party and a congratz it's one sign that made me gag. and when I flipped on my mp3, the song was happy b-day.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Hey! Come Back to me!

So...

Taking random quizs... Thanks Nicole! XD

You Are Scissors
Sharp and brilliant, you can solve almost any problem with that big brain of yours.
People fear your cutting comments - and your wit is famous for being both funny and cruel.
Deep down, you tend to be in the middle of an emotional storm. Your own complexity disturbs you.
You are too smart for your own good. Slow down a little - or you're likely to hurt yourself.

You can cut a paper person down to pieces.

The only person who can ruin you is a rock person.

When you fight: You find your enemy's weak point and exploit it.

If someone makes you mad: You'll do everything you can to destroy their life
http://www.blogthings.com/areyourockpaperorscissorsquiz/">Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?





You Are a Red Crayon



Your world is colored with bright, vivid, wild colors.

You have a deep, complex personality - and you are always expressing something about yourself.

Bold and dominant, you are a natural leader. You have an energy that is intense... and sometimes overwhelming.

Your reaction to everything tends to be strong. You are the master of love-hate relationships.



Your color wheel opposite is green. Green people are way too mellow to understand what drives your energy.




The Ultimate Color Test



When you are at peace, you are:



Energized and innovative



When you are moved to act, you are:



Giving and warm



When you are inspired, you are:



Creative and productive



When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:



Light hearted and funny



Your life's purpose is:



To live a passionate life

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Yearbook.

I woke up this morning and looked around my kingdom from my bed and relized, I really have to vacum today. Yeah I know, what a great thought. But I do, I've torn up my last 5 copies of manga ideas, my last 17 copies of book outlines and now I have paper all over my rug, not to metion the spiders that have started gathering around my candy draw. XD

Anyways I fell out of bed (I see no reason why I shoud stand to get out of it) and bumped my eyes on my one and only yearbook, my FL one, the last year I was there. I spun up from the floor, and walked over to my desk, yeah it still said 'How sweet it is' I mean what type of year book does that? Well I remember we got a pack of Skittles, or however you spell that, everytime you ordered one that year. I opened the spine and dust flew right into my face, wow, old times. There was my best friend Diamond, my most hated enemy, Justin, the slimy Matt, the great Aaron Goldman, the whiny Rebecca, I mean there were so many of us I just couldn't stop laughing, which wasn't so great because my Abs really hurt from Dry Land. There was Tess the Artist, Jaun the rich guy who had everyone go in a limo to his B-day party, Nick the crybaby, Brittany Stone, aw man she was classic, I mean everyone hated her, she tried to be a teacher's pet but failed, there was Brain the sports guy, Karen so shy, John who couldn't stop laughing, Samantha The #1 teacher's pet in the Universe, Taylor great at writing, Emily mathsuperstar champ only because her mom made them and thus knew all the answers, Jayme the kid with 13 sisters I don't remember her brother count, Alan the smarty pants! Man I'll keep going causes it's almost too much to bear, Alessandra the girl basketball player, Alexis and Jessica always together twins really they always wore the same outfits, Abby softly spoken but always right, Vanessa the cheerleader manic, Scott which I believe to be the only normal kid out of us all, Danny speech class always kept him out of our class, Yasmen who knew like a billion different lanugues, Naomi really kind always helping out, Kyle D. the one that always had sugar for breakfast, Michael know as Scott's friend but was always sick, Alexander the nerd. I think a few are from other classes but most of them are from mine. Thrid grade what a year. And then there was me and Kyle S. I don't know what it was but I think everyone but Brittany relized that we were as close to brother and sister as possible, we would always try to out win each other and out read this book... blah blah blah, man good times.

It makes me happy that I moved, 'cause if I didn't I would have turned out to be enemys with some of these people and best friends with others, I think it was for the best that I remember each person this way, it makes me smile everytime I see them and think 'I wonder who their friends are now'. I know though, that someday Aaron Goldman will be in the news, I just know it, and I'll be so happy that I was in third grade with him...

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Songs.

So I'm sitting here like a slob, watching 'That 70's Show' and I've moved the computer so I can sit here and write. Also during comercials I've been listening to songs. After I'm done with this I'll do a wordmash.

Hey girl, you've got a smart way
About you that makes me wish that I was smart enough for you.

Hey girl, you've got a fine laugh
And I think that I can get used to that
And you're already used to laughing at me

So what if your friends think I'm crazy,
Well, I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
They're all theory, no action and
Where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction


Hey girl, you've got a short fuse
And I've got designs on lighting you up
And setting you off, and watching you burn for me.

The world lives for the weekends
Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them
Without a rhyme to divide what is theirs And what is mine

So what if your friends think I'm crazy,
Well, I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
They're all theory, no action and
Where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction

And go on, go on, your cruel intentions won't solve your problems, everyone's gotta get bottom bottomed
out in the long run and those are
the times you need love


The bold is the lyrics I love the most, I think this song has a lot to do about me as is.

I wanted to put another song put I can't think of it...
Alright wordmash.
eavecidittelm
This is an easy one: Elephants are very elegent creatures indeed, Dude, I think that everyone loves them.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Man, death is harsh.

I mean death has to be a huge part of living but then living isn't that big of a part in death, is it?

I find that unfair.

So I died today, so what? Is that what you asked? Haha! How am I still writing this blog? Well let me explain, after getting home around six my tired feet dragging on the ground and my small head whirling, anger that never sufused from the day before rose up, a promise is a promise and I swore to keep it, but I'm having second thoughts. Let me list the problems:

I can't see Kyle, I just have this horrible feeling that if I did see him I would escape my small bubble of air and be exposed to the toxic.

Second, there's a leaky boat.

Third, my dad has started questioning everything I say

4. And this is, I find, the worst one, I have started to hate where I am swimming, first day and bam I'm in lane 4 WTFE(what the flying elephants)?

Alright now back to my story, I layed down in the middle of the hallyway, I didn't have enough strenght to make it to my room, I closed my eyes, and yes I was still awake but it was the creepest feeling, I felt as if my whole body weight 30 pounds more, my head was swarming with liquid thoughts that was never quite there and my heart stopped. I mean it. I could feel it, my heart just said that was enough. Then my shoulder cracked and my thoughts bubbled into Sedena, the great goddess, she mumbled words and by god I was so relived that I found when I really woke up I was lying my bed, nobody moved me, because no one was even home. It's creepy I was so washed out though that I didn't have time to think about it, I just came down and wrote. Alright I have to be off, death awaits.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

My friends: the lifes, the legends, the jerks : D.

Hmm, let me pick a color.... oh! This seems beautifulll.

Alright! Now let me begin. First off I've relized how little I hang out with people, I mean, it's already been the first 1/4 of school and I haven't bothered to go over anyone's house, wow. I think it's because I'm not a social person, I always agrue and I'm pretty sure some parents would just throw stuff at me. Well it's just sort-of annoying, I mean I'm pretty busy and I really don't get along with Brunswick child logic so I guess I really wouldn't be a good person to hang out. : P

I got pretty angry today, I came home in a storm, my dad tackled me and told me that such sadness corrupts the mind... REALLY? *head hit keyboard* I saw Hannah C. today, and I shuddered. : D

Well I feel really ticked off, I got more homework, see you on the flopped flipped fake side.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

So to start, XC.

Well, you've seen those T-Shirts at school, yeah those ones that say 'I ran thru hell', well I did. It's called BHS's XC team, they are, oh how to describe ah! They are, idiots, snobs, the biggest jerks, and all together talk about people behind their back, they're everything that I don't like : D. I had to talk with coach today, but before that I had to sit with the freshman, and who should appear but that stupid senior, man I think her goal in life is to be a jerk, I hate people like her, yeah so the "freshman" XC group started talking about well the dumbest things in the world, eye colors and how certain people look and I got so angry that I had to wander around the school twice, slamming my head agaisnt walls just so that I knew this was really happening, yeah, the cross country team was making judgements of people by how they look... BANG BANG, keep it to yourself. Selena even had the nerve to say that Hannah Chaney was wonderful *scoffs* are you kidding? Whoa! Excuse me, I mean really? I would never, ever want to be like her, the worst part is Hannah thinks Selena is a younger her! *HEAD HIT KEYBOARD*.

Alright I'm reading...